♥Sav's Journal♥

I don't know, don't really care

2005-10-18T04:47:55Z

well i have not updated in a while so i thought i would tonite sense i cant really sleep.. so im taking a lil vaca tomorrow not a good one but yeah im going up north for a few days i should be home on thursday...

right now im just sittin at my house listening to music by myself.. nothing better to do..........

But if you fall you fall alone,
If you should stand then who's to guide you?
If I knew the way I would take you home.

rockstar77 @ 2005-09-20T01:30:00

2005-09-20T05:32:45Z

6 months...

and he makes me soo happy......

ughhhh

2005-08-27T06:32:42Z

I am soo sick of everyones bullshit

rockstar77 @ 2005-08-19T11:31:00

2005-08-19T15:57:23Z

so i just woke up from a call from erin and man am i tired.. but i needed to get up i have alot to do today...

so last night i stayed up till 4 in the morn, just shooting the shit with mariza..we havnt talked in forever, i miss her...

well todayi have to do laundry, then go to the docter, then later im running around with mariza..

then tonite im going up to jerads cabin.. im so excited.. it should be fun i will be there for the weekend....

today is 5 months...

x0x0x0

bored

2005-08-14T21:16:05Z

(X) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(X) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
(x) been fired
(_) been in a fist fight
(_) snuck out
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
(_) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated New Years in Time Square
( ) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new Orleans
(_) been to Europe
(X) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(_) had a crush on one of my xanga friends
( ) Slapped someone I love
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival
( ) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Eaten Sushi
(X) Been snowboarding
(_) Met someone in person from the internet
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(x) had sexual intercourse
(_) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(_) intentionally burned oneself
(X) love someone or miss someone right now....
(_) I've bungee jumped
(x) have been to a pop concert
(x) have dated someone for a year or more.
(_) sold naked pictures of myself
(x) have been in a car accident
(x) I have slept in the nude. .
( ) I've eaten cheesecake
( ) I've had jury duty
(X) I've hated someone without knowing them.
(_) I have been to Maine
( ) I've shot a real gun
(_) I've had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
(X) I've made out with someone within 5 days of meeting them
(_) I've done ecstasy
(_) I've gotten my @$$ kicked
(x) I've been caught smoking
( ) I've milked a cow
(x) I've got in a verbal fight
( ) I've cheated on someone
( ) lied one time in this survey
(_) Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone
( ) Done something wit a bf/gf's sibling
( ) Committed a major crime
(X) Dated someone older than you are
( ) Gotten in trouble w/ the cops
( ) Ever ran away..
(x) Ever given someone a hicky
(X) Ever gotten a hicky
(X) Ever got super drunk
(x) Went skinny dipping
(X) Lied about where you're going
(X) Ever lied about your age
( ) Ever been pantsed
( ) Had mono?
(X) Beer bonged
(_) Got into a physical fight w/ a parent
(x) kissed someone for an hour straight
(x) seen someone so hott you wanted them right there
(x) broken a bone
( ) had stiches
( ) had surgery
(x) went to more then one mall in one day
( ) been to alaska
(x) go on livejournal when your bored
( ) have a g/f
(x) have a b/f
(x) own a cat
( ) own a dog
( ) are the only child
( ) love shopping
( ) are sick of filling this out

rockstar77 @ 2005-08-11T12:33:00

2005-08-11T16:35:20Z

If you read this
You must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want,
good or bad.

then add this to your lj

I'll be a rock 'n' rollin' bitch for you

2005-08-07T21:40:31Z

So last night was pretty cool... my dad threw me and jess a little party for our birthday... we had a lot of people here, but no1 acted to bad..all the rules did get broken tho... someone threw up outside.. and someone els spilt orange pop all over my dads carpet.. and then aj went threw and fucked with all the pictures and the dvds, that was really funny....so last night looked like this.....

we were all playing a drinking game....

joanna started foaming at the mouth... that was funny....

aj cracked me up last night....

and that is me and ju-ju

but i gotta say this morning was great.. i woke up after 10 30 and i go into my living room were there is just a bunch of kids sleeping everywere... i walk up to quinn and pet her she wakes up gets mad and yells and me and wakes everyone in the house up... so we all started talking about shit and we heard a story about someone thinking they sharted in a tanning bed, which leads us talking about shit for like 3 hours.. it was soooo funny....this morning we had the best talks...lol.. and marc walked in at like 11 this morn and goes lets drink it was soo funny... so some of the children finished off the rest of the beer...

and thanks for everyone who came... maybe some time i can do this again...and im sorry erin mary that i didnt stay up for u, i tried but i was soo gone....

im out

x0x0x0

Im On Your Back

2005-07-29T18:27:44Z

so right now im about to go get ready for work... last night i got out at 9 30 which sucked, and that was because we have bullshit managment and the ketchup thing in the back burst and was spilling all over stephanie.. it sucked it got all over her white pants.. sad thing is, that should of been me cuz i was doing ketchup she was just helping me.. lol.. well i hope i can get out on time tonite...

so tomorrow is brits open house, im going to attend that but i dont think im going to drink.. from the past week i have decided me and drinking is not such a good thing right now.. i need a break on that....

sunday im going to the warped tour... im excited now i wasnt going to go, but i decided i would rather do that then sit around the house all day... im going with jt and maybe sam.. but i heard alot of people are going to be there that should be cool... and i really want to see the startingline.. they use to be my fav.........

well thats it...........................

x0x0

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIN MARY

2005-07-26T16:21:34Z

So today is ERIN MARY QUINNS BIRTHDAY

this was the best pic i could find of me and u.. and i like ur face!!!!

well now ur the big 1-8... you know everything until ur 18. so now u are becoming dumber, but dont worry it should come back by the time you become 23.. haha

BITCHESSSSSSSSSSSS

2005-07-23T15:36:26Z

well right now i should actually be getting ready for the day, but i felt the need to update...

Erin is about to come over, we are going tanning then should be going to see alesha... she is leaving on tuesday :*( .. then at 4 i have to go to work ughhhh..... then after that im going to chelseas...so i dont have time for much today... oh and i want to get breakfest to but thats only if i have time...

out bitches....

x0x0x0

<3/sav

I like you so much I'm acting stupid

2005-07-19T17:00:26Z

Yeah he's [deff]. a hottie................

and its 4 months today!!!!

This was the best pic i had of us, out of the ones i just got developed other than prom ones....

for the longest time

2005-07-17T23:08:14Z

i havnt updated in a while and i have been having a perty good summer.....

right now im about to get ready to go to the movies to go see wedding crashers with a bunch of people... im excited i was told its a really good movie.....

i've been hangin out with joanna alot lately and im happy we are becoming close again... i love you JU-JU and this song is to you.....

Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
If you said goodbye to me tonight
There would still be music left to write
What else could I do
I'm so inspired by you
That hasn't happened for the longest time

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on
That's where you found me
When you put your arms around me
I haven't been there for the longest time

Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
I'm that voice you're hearing in the hall
And the greatest miracle of all
Is how I need you
And how you needed me too
That hasn't happened for the longest time

Maybe this won't last very long
But you feel so right
And I could be wrong
Maybe I've been hoping too hard
But I've gone this far
And it's more that I hoped for

Who knows how much further we'll go on
Maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone
I'll take my chances
I forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been there for the longest time
I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself
Hold on to your heart
Now I know the woman that you are
You're wonderful so far
And it's more that I hoped for

I don't care what consequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you for
The longest time

FIRE WORKS.....................

2005-07-10T23:16:45Z

so yesterday i went to chelsea's open house and chaz's... then after that went to dereks for the party b4 the fire works at elizabeth lake..

the day was awsome i had alot of fun... there were some drawbacks later that night but i got over them... but over all i had a good time or day yesterday....

and im sorry to all the people who went threw shit last night... i still love you all.....................................

just some funny pics...

2005-06-24T17:20:35Z

quinn, me, joanna, and jess... its a goofy picture of us at prom.. i love it!!!.....

hayley, kasey, and elda... kasey and elda bumped heads when going to take this pic....

THATS ANTHONY... he always knows how to make me laugh....

there is anthony again...lol...

funny pic of mariza.. she didnt know i was going to take a pic of her...

robert took this pic himself...

then heres nick, he's a goofy kid...

board as hellllll.......................

2005-06-23T06:56:59Z

1. Spell your first name backwards: hannavas
2. The story behind your user name: it was my screen name basicly
3. How old are you: 18
4. Where do you live: waterford

DESCRIBE YOUR:
5. Wallet - dont have dont like those..

6. Hairbrush - blue
7. Toothbrush - white & green
8. Jewelry worn daily - white braclet
10. Pillow cover - i have alot of pillows
11. Blanket - i have a few of those too
13. Sunglasses - currently dont have any of those

14. Favorite shirt - i dont no
15. Cologne/Perfume -Hollister
16. CD in stereo right now - the used
17. Piercing - ears
18. What you are wearing now -blue shorts and a hollister shirt
20. Wishing - i could fall asleep
21. After this - I'm gonna try to go to bed
22. If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what?i dont think i would kill anyone
23. Person you wish you could see right now - anyone im soo bored
24. Some of your favorite movies - umm maybe sin city
26. The last thing you ate - fries
27. Something that you are deathly afraid of - spiders
28. Do you like candles - sometimes
29. Do you like incense - yeah
30. Do you like the taste of blood - no
31. Do you believe in love - yes
32. Do you believe in soul mates - yes
33. Do you believe in love at first sight - umm not really
34. Do you believe in Heaven - maybe
35. Do you believe in God - ....maybe

36. What do you want done with your body when you die - i dont no yet
37. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? tiger
38. What is the longest you've ever stayed up - i dont no sometime last summer
39. Can you eat with chopsticks - no
40. What's your favorite coin - quarters
41. What are some of your favorite candies - i like peanut m&m's
42. What's something that you wish people would understand - that im sensitive and be nice to me please...
43. What's something you wish you could understand better - why people dont understand im sensitive..lol
44. Who is someone that you really wish was still around - i honestly dont no
45. Who is your best friend[S]?uhhh erin
46. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes
47. Longest relationship?...on and off count? last year
48. How many actual relationships have you been in?i guess u can say 2 now
49. How many people have you kissed? i dont no kinda stupid question
50. Are you shy around your crush? not no more
51. Still have feelings for anyone you've been in a past relationship with? no
52. Do you know what it feels like to be in love/How? i dont no
53. Would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friend?lol.. yeah
54. Where is your favorite place to shop? umm i dont care
55. Have any tattoos or piercing's? nope just my ears pierced..
56. What is your favorite thing to wear? umm shirts and pants.....
57 what is the most you have ever spent on a single item of clothing?umm i dont no
62. What is the worst thing you've ever thought looked good? i dont no..lol
SPECIFICS
66. Do you do drugs? no
67 what kind of shampoo do you use? i dont really know i just had to change it
68 Who was the last person that called? mariza
69 where do u want to get marrried? i really want to get married in a catholic church but that prolly cant happen...
71 How many buddies are online right now? 21
72 what would you change about your self? i dont no alot
73 If you had the power to do any one thing, what would it be? to hear what people are thinking...
74 Do you send out holiday cards each year? no
HAVE YOU EVER
75 Given someone a bath? lol.. no
76 Smoked? yes
77 Bungee jumped? no
78 Made yourself throw up? yeah when im really drunk
79 skinny dipped? not entirly...
80 made yourself cry to get out of trouble? lol... yeah all the time....
81 cried when someone died? yeah
82 Fallen for your best friend? kinda
83. been rejected? yeah
84. rejected someone? lol.. yeah
85. Been used? yes
86. Music: now? none

blahh

2005-06-19T17:41:38Z

so this weekend was alright i went to a few open houses, i had mine which was gay as hell, but i didnt expect any different...but being able to see everyone again this weekend was cool as hell....

well today is fathers day and im taking my dad out for dinner, i didnt no what els to do for him!!...And im in the process of doing the laundry right now which is somthing he has wanted me to do for a while now so i guess u can call that another fathers day present..

so today is 3 months.. how exciting...

last day .....

2005-06-08T03:38:13Z

juts got back from kesslers, i had fun there hanging out with the seniors.. had my last day off school today that was sad, just thinking the hole time this is my last day of everyclass and everything...everybody at the end of the day yelling and saying goodbye that was sad.. its such a bittersweet feeling...

for the past cauple days if gotten alot of sun.. on sunday me and jerad went to joannas and went on ther boat with her lindsey logan her brother her brothers girls erica bret kasey ryan then some other people.. that was alot of fun.. then me and ju-ju went on her seadue and that was sooo much fun we went swimming in the middle of her lake it was cool... then yesterday me jack jill ju-ju and lyndsay went out on jack and jills boat that was fun... but some wierd guys fell off their boat and we helpd them it was funny.. they almost hit me and joanna with thier boat too... we also met logan in the middle of the lake but didnt go swimming with him.. poor guy......

well i need to sleep got to get up early to go back up to mott for a lil while...

i will miss all my junior girls.. i love you guys and will visit you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

x0x0x0

<3/ savannnah lee smith

my fav song

2005-06-04T02:55:01Z

I'm crazy for this little lady
I'm freaking for my little baby
'Cause she makes me feel good
She's so fine
Don't need all my other ladies
I'm beggin' for this little lady
'Cause I tell you she's cool
She's divine
I know she's a super lady

I'm weak and I've gone hazy
I'm crazy for that lady
She's chic but she's not shady
Sophisticated lady
And she makes me feel good
She's so fine

Never knew there was such a lady
That would make me want to straighten
Out my life at this time but I find
I'm thinkin' 'bout this little lady
'Cause you know she's no fool
She's refined
I know she's a super lady

I'm weak and I've gone hazy
I'm crazy for that lady
She's chic but she's not shady
Sophisticated lady
And she makes me feel good
She's so fine

Yeah
Don't you know she blows my mind
All the time
'Cause she makes me feel good
Like real woman should
Yeah
She's so fine
Yeah

I'm weak and I've gone hazy
I'm crazy for that lady
She's chic but she's not shady
Sophisticated lady
And she makes me feel good
She's so fine

Yeah
Don't you know she blows my mind
All the time
'Cause she makes me feel good
Like real woman should
Yeah
All the time
Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

some pics

2005-06-02T03:28:26Z

jack me and jamie... jamie its for you babe....

me n erin being stupid

me n mariza

nevers, jenny, kaitlyn, and me

chels, me, jack, erin, jill

j-rod being goofy...lol

my lil ju-ju sorry the pic is soo small i messed up.....

i have more pics just not enough time to put them all up.. oh and these are all really old..lol

double take

2005-05-29T05:51:16Z

right now im just chillin at my house i didnt go out tonite cuz me and mariza had to work on a Gov'T project, we both need to get our grade up in that class.. i had a pretty good weekend so far, not so fun tonite but i had to get shit done and i have to work in the a.m... but i hope the rest of the weekend goes good..

"so i love jess i know she is always there for me.. we are twins but to me its more.. we are more like best friends and we can tell eachother everything." ~ no but i really do like jess right now she is helping me out with financial troubles i am having.... nice chick...

im done

yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

2005-05-24T22:44:18Z

well right now im bored waiting to straighten my hair so i can go out in a lil...

i finally finished my sociology project which i was stressing about big time and i think i did a nice job on it, so i feel good about that... Seniors we have 2 weeks tommorrow untill we get out of school... AHHH IM SOOO HAPPY......

i decided to put this pic up of me and jerad at prom i really liked it jamie you did a great job like always...

PROM WEEKEND

2005-05-22T22:21:35Z

So i had alot of fun this weekend... first i went to prom and that was cool, i liked my table and jerad was a great date!!.. then afte the wasn't really any partys so me and jerad went to jesse's, that was cool, i had a good time there.

then the next day we left for cedar point kinda late... sorry JT.. it was me jerad jt and quinn together in jts car.. and joanna bret alesha and jess followed us..when we got there it took a while for us to get to rides cuz we tried to go on the rapter at first but i guess there is this new rule there were u cant bring purses, you have to leave them in a locker so we had to go get a locker.. then later we eventually got to some rides, but i didnt ride like anything.. i would stay back and hold people shit... and when they went to the power tower i could see everyone on it.. and jerad and mitch put quarters on thier knees when they went down and they like criss-crossed and jerad caught mitch's quarter and they were like a cauple people down from each other... that was pretty sweet... later on i finaly went on a roller coaster, i went on the rapter.. we waited forever in the line too, i like kept forgetting that i was in the line for the rapter cuz it took so long.. then after that we went back to the hotel..

That night was sweet at HO-JO'S... it was me jerad christina and mitch in a room, and me and jerad werent able to get anythign to drink so christina and mitch shared with us and everyone basicly shared that was there.. there was so many people from school it was awsome everyone was running around outside it was soo sweet.. everyone got waisted too it was sweet.. i think i was the most sober person in my room, well by the end of the night christina had stoped drinking so i got a little more drunk then her, but she was way drunk earlier in the night.. jerad likes to think that i was more drunk than he was but i wasnt running around with room numbers all over my arms.. we tried pranking someone named steve later that night, cuz we found his name and number written on this paper in line for the rapter, so we decided we would call.. well we didnt end up pranking him but he told us his friends made a bunch of things with his name and number on them and threw them around the park... he said he got like 20 prank calls that night, it was funny...

so today we woke up with people trying to get into our room cuz our door wouldnt really lock.. and everyone was taking pictures of us all lying in out beds.... we left a lil after 12 and i road with jt jerad and jenny... i had a good ride home it was kinda funny cuz everyone had the giggles.. now im home i started doing my project i think im done cuz i got most this week off of work... and yeah i want to sleep im soo tired...

BUT I HAD AN AWSOME WEEKEND....

PROM

2005-05-20T16:27:07Z

2 months... YEAH JU-JU woohooooo

gettin ready for prom.... im kinda excited but stressed... ahhhhhhhhh...

x0x0x0

<3/Sav

anthony this is for you

2005-05-14T23:02:52Z

eLNiNo4530: beggers can't be choosers...ill have sex with a goat i dont care

thats the kind of responses you get when u talk to anthony... i dont no?

I know you didn't mean it

2005-05-08T14:49:02Z

Post an anonymous comment for the following:

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